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 ♥ im not the way you think i am
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I GO AROUND JUST A TIME OR TWO JUST TO WASTE MY TIME WITH YOU . ,
SAM DARCY MCNEIL. .


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FULL NAME ,
sam darcy mcneil
NICKNAMES ,
sammii, samster, or sams.

AGE ,
nineteen
BIRTHDAY ,
december fourth
SEXUALITY ,
straight


OCCUPATION / MEMBER GROUP ,
citizen



AND I DON'T WANT THE WORLD TO SEE ME ,
BECAUSE I DON'T THINK THAT THEY'D UNDERSTAND .


HAIR ,
Sammiis hair is a deep black. Sometimes when shes in the sun it looks a little blue and it shines radiantly. It drapes over her shoulders and is usally in a mess of tangles, but it still looks styleish.
EYES ,
Sammiis eyes are a tantilizing blue. There sure to catch someones attention. She also wears green, butterscotch, or gray contacts sometimes just for fun.
FACE ,
Her face is delicately shaped. All her features would bring someone to believe she had a great deal of innocence but she doesnt so yeah its just a cover up. Her face is very pale which brings her to look almost like a punked out snow white.
BUILD ,
Sammiis build is very delicate. Her torsoa doesnt stick out like most women and there boobs, it lies flat mostly. She is very skinny with a weight of only a hundred pounds. her legs are slender but not stick slender they are just normal but a good normal i suppose.
CLOTHING STYLE ,
Sammiis style i suppose is what you would call scene. She always straightens her hair and wears flashy jejwlry. She never wears anything normal or dull. Skinny jeans and eyeliner are the most worn thing she ever has on and her shoes vary from prada to just plain out walmart teneshoes. She uses alot of variety in her dressing methods.
EX.1,EX.2,EX.3,EX.4
DISTINGUISHING FEATURES ,
Her eyes and hair.
HEIGHT AND WEIGHT ,
height:: 5 feet 3 inches weight::100lbs.
PLAY BY ,
brookelle bones
YOUR HEAD WILL COLLAPSE WITH NOTHING IN IT ,
AND YOU'LL ASK YOURSELF "WHERE IS MY MIND" .


LIKES ,
cats, the dark, the light, water, beaches, some people, secrets, drugs, alchahol, home, thunder, lightning, shoes, fashion, coffee, stuffed animals, screamo music, music peiriod, boys, malls.
DISLIKES ,
dogs, forceful people, authority, death, her father, alot of attention, liars, snobs, rude people.
STRENGTHS ,
+intelligent
+optimistic
+reliable
+conscientious
WEAKNESSES ,
-lies
-drama
-attention
-death
SECRETS ,
she cuts herself.
does drugs.
HABITS ,
drugs, alchahol, biteing her nails
OVERALL PERSONALITY ,
Sammi is a rebellious little bitch. Shes not your typical girl. She absolutely hates attention and wishes the world would vanish from her sight as if it had been a figment of her demented yet complex mind. She prefers to yell over talking and she whispers to herself a lot. She doesn't hang out with a lot of people for her fear of being declined at asking for their friendship. This leads people to think of her as weird. People that have known since kindergarten are probably the only ones that get her. But most of them moved or went to a different school so yeah. Sammi always seems to have a smile on her face. It seems inviting but it isn't she smiles for the fact that it makes her feel good. Her attitude towered people is really really mean. She has no desire what so ever to go talk to the hottie in her class or to go over to the teacher and hand In a assignment that she has to read in class, well this time its at her job and handing papers considering she isn't school anymore. Sammi loves cats, thats one of her weaknesses. If you were holding cat she would probably walk over to you and start talking up a storm just so she could or at least pet the little fur ball. She tends to start fights a lot. If there was a blond bitch walking down the street sammi would find a way to mess with her till she wanted to hit Sammi and then sammi would let loose and attack her. Sammi also has a love for drugs, especially cocaine. She does it daily and half her paycheck is usually spent on it. It keeps her from going completely insane another one of her interests is blood, she cuts herself constantly to see the red liquid seep from the crevices she makes, she does this while smoking most of the time but she can do it other times to. This tops her personality.

WILL YOU JUST LOOK INTO MY EYES ,
AND TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE .


MOTHER , Mother-dead

FATHER ,
Father-unknown
SIBLINGS , N/A

FAMILY PERCEPTION ,

OVERALL HISTORY ,
Sammi has a small black kitten thats with her at all times. His names skate
History;;This little girl was born on december fourth, the days was like any other day except for the fact that Sammi was being brought to this evil and demented world, i guess it didn't help that she was gonna be raised a by a single mother that had some serious issues and was crackhead. Oh well i guess you cant help but to be raised by the women that brings you into the world. Jamie came out of her mama screaming bloody murder, like she had just broken a bone. I suppose this is where she got her, love of screaming from. She quieted down a couple hours later as she was put into her mothers arms. Sammi looked stunned and frightened like she had never wanted to come into the world.

Her life passed on, when she was three her mother started to sell drugs, so she could support her and Sammi. This turned out well. Sammi got everything she anted for minute and they were living quite happily. sammi was so social and happy at that age, i wonder what happened to her. Well anyway, one day a weird man knocked on the front door. Sam started to scream and her mother ran to her and scooped her up. her mouth dropped as her mother saw the mans face, it was sammis father. They fought over if he could stay or not. He ended up leaving in a blur causing sammi to cry again.

After that her father never came back and life was good again. When sammi went into kindergarten she was still a happy little camper that loved people and to make a scene. She had many friends and all the teachers loved her. She was famous for her good behavior, she was the perfect child of a druggy, which is an odd match. Sammi loved her mother even though she sold and did drugs in fact her mother was really good, she taught sammi morals and how to tie her shoelaces, she was like any other mother that walked around the corner.

Sammi continued on in life. When she made it to fifth grade, bullies began to bother her. They would trip her and knock her books from her and sometimes they would even beat her up. This is when sammi started to cut herself from depression. She also started to skip school as she went into sixth grade. This started to set a bad reputation for her. Other kids would make fun of her since they knew she was an outcast and that she was bullied, this only mad her cut deeper into her skin cause more of the vibrant liquid to come from her.

Teachers started to dislike her and other parents despised her. Sammis life had fallen to pieces in a matter of years. She had become a mistake, a smudge in life. Her mother still loved her though and her mother was the only thing that made her happy. On sammis fourteenth birthday her mother got her a fluffy white kitten. Sammi loved an cherished it. She also named him master fluffykens. He was her best friend for a long time till high school, where she met a couple people she got along with and enjoyed being around. She had some fiends but she had become a very quiet person so she was still an outcast towered the other teenagers.

Her life stayed the same all through high school. When she turned eighteen she became associated with drugs and drinking. She had become a remake of her mother. Well she was a druggy like her mother but she was depressed unlike her mother, she was lower then the one who carried her in her womb for eight months. Sammi got a job at a coffee shop so she could raise enough money for college and she lived life, until her mother over dosed. Sammi was devastated but not sad. She knew the day would come and she knew her mother went to a good place. Sammi continued her life. A normal life mixed with drugs and secrets.
WHEN EVERYTHING'S MADE TO BE BROKEN ,
I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW WHO I AM .


NAME ,
tye
AGE ,
thirteen
CONTACT ,
PM or Email
RP SAMPLE ,


Quote:

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Please just don't play with me
my paper heart will bleed
this wait for destiny wont do
be with me please, i beseech you '♥'


well isn't this just great sammi thought to herself as she pulled a white napkin form a dispenser while holding the ice cream she had been enjoying in her right hand. It dripped across her hand and onto her black t-shirt which clung to her well shaped figure so tightly that you could see the outlines of her bra. The corners of her mouth tugged down into a small frown as she wiped the ice cream from her shirt. You could still barely see it didn't please her at all . It wasn't all that noticeable but it seemed like a big deal to her, like most things in her fucked up life.

Sammii sighed and dropped the hand with the napkin to her side. She looked up a half smile on her face as she took a deep breath and headed out of the little restaurant shed been in, on her way out she dropped the napkin into the trash. Sammii looked around for a nice place to hang out where there wouldn't be to many pupils to watch her. She noticed the beach not to far off. She could hear the silent crashing of waves and it seemed to please her. She walked towered the crystal waters at an average pace letting one foot follow the other. Sammii looked down franticly as she felt something sticky on her hand she then remembered she had been snacking on an ice cream, she sighed again and licked it a couple of times before tossing it into a trashcan that was along the sidewalk she was walking on.

Sammi was in a fairly good mood at that moment,it was kinda freaking her out, she hadn't been this happy in over a month. It was also much more relaxing then her normal moods though and she was kinda enjoying it. Sammiis orbs searched the Beach for a nice place to sit and relax where no one would bother to ask how she was doing. She settled on by down the shore next to the waves who were eating bits of the sand as it roared onto the beach. She smiled and skipped to the little spot in the sand where it looked the driest.

Despite the cold the day seemed to be perfect, it was mostly sunny with bits of clouds. It was only cold enough for a light hoodie though it wasn't like freezing. Sammii styled some white skinny jeans which made her black clingy t-shirt stand out. She also had on a light black hoodie. Her hair straight and messy as usual along with a head band around the top. The headband was a highlighter yellow. She had put it on to stand out instead of looking dull and normal. She also wore a silver heart shaped locket around her neck which had a picture of her mother in it. She had on some checkered bans and a studded black belt just to even out the normal and the weird so that it didn't look dumb.

Sammii sat down in the sand and stuck her feet out in front of her and her hands behind her holding her up. She looked out over the crystal waves as if expecting to see somebody familiar but she saw no one. She sighed thinking of her mother then she smiled.. She remembered she had brought her cigarettes. This delighted her. It would calm her down a little considering she was about to think about her mother. She pulled one of the orange and white sticks from the pack and brought it to her mouth where she cupped her hands and lit it with a black lighter. She brought one hand down and propped her self up again. She took a long drag and withdrew the cigarette from her lips. She let the smoke flow from her mouth for a second before exhaling most of it out.

simple things that make you run away
catch you if i can '♥'
-By The All American Rejects

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